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the pain from the past..wont let go
family. one word, but that one word is defined with more than one meaning, much more. as i sat on my bed earlier, looking through all the family photo albums scattered around the house and all the pictures that each album contained throughout the years, pictures of the whole family, pictures of me and my cousins, pictures of my dad and his siblings. whether the pictures were taken due to a birthday party, a wedding, a vacation, or even a holiday. and as i set my eyes on each picture, all i could do was cry, let the tears out, let the true feelings be revealed. the family issues arent based just with my family of five, it never is. its always beyond that. i remember that one day so clearly, that day where thoughts were shared, secrets were revealed, opinions were expressed..that day where all truth was broken loose. it was the day my dads side of the family ( the Nguyen's ) broke apart, the day people decided to take different sides and dislike all the other family members that chose the opposing side..the day everyone decided that family wasnt really first and everyone split up going their seperate ways. and as days / weeks / months / years passed by, as brother and sister relationships were recovering, as my dad began talking to his sisters and brothers, me and my cousins slowly attempted to heal from the pain that we were hit with..slowly felt the feeling of family love after a while..it was finally falling back into place, so we thought. i wanted time to be made up, the time i lost with all my cousins when tragedy struck this family. but as time carried on and we became closer, it got taken away, it never stayed. it was like a temporary thing, and then..it would just leave..and keep us kids stranded. we werent old..we were all at the age of understanding everything, and it never made sense to me. this was my family..i would always ask myself, how come i dont see them anymore..what was wrong. being a part of such a big family from my dads side, i'll always be a family girl at heart, family will always come first, they've been there for me since birth, they've put up with me at my worst points, they've listened, they helped, they made things better. family will always be there, cause bottom line: blood is thicker than water. no matter how torn apart this family maybe be, no matter how much pain it brings from thinking about it, i'm trying my best to do what i can do. to at least see the whole family together would mean the world to me. i miss the ways things were about six - seven years ago. i missed the days we shared with one another when we were young. whether it was in toronto or minnesota. whether it was at someone's house..or at a resturant
after it's all said and done..i'll be okay, i always am.. | | |
| i finally thought i kould jus forget about you.. buh i gueSz i was in
denial.. everything that has happend.. its jus to hard to let go.. sigh*
me: like u said maybe thing will be better.. for the both of us
him: ...
him: i gtg
him signed off at 2:32:15 AM | | |
| hmfpz...
Jennii: nana ii wanna jumpp off da bridge..
Me: im with you...
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RIP
Jimmy Chhoeut aka Slim
12.26.85 - 7.5.05
...Forever Missed...
07/05/2005 - ROCHESTER SHOOTING
We may find out today whether the Rochester Police Department has its first murder case in more than 3 years...or something else. A city teenager died from a gunshot wound early yesterday at the Winchester Apartments complex in the 3800 block of 19th avenue northwest. 19-year old Jimmy Chhoeut was found dead in a bedroom in an apartment where he and 10 to 20 others had gathered for a party after the July 4th fireworks show. Investigators were waiting for forensic and other test results before determining what kind of a shooting it was. Several of the people at the apartment at the time were brought in for questioning but at last check, no arrests had been made yet.
07/06/2005 - SHOOTING DEATH WAS NOT A CRIMINAL MATTER
The death of a Rochester man was not a homicide, but authorities are waiting for the results of additional forensic tests before making a determination on whether it was an accident, or a suicide. Rochester Police issued a statement this afternoon that says preliminary autopsy results indicate 19 year old Jimmy Chhoeut died of a single gunshot wound to his head and that based on existing forensic tests, evidence collected at the scene, and interviews conducted by investigators, his death is no longer being investigated as a criminal matter. Chhoeut was found dead, early yesterday, in the bedroom of an apartment in northwest Rochester, where a group of people had gathered for a post Fourth of July fireworks party.
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